In primary school, my best friend Sara and i would play "house" and take turns being the man, and we would lay on top of each other face to face, pretending. We didn't really know what we were doing, but the impulse was there. We would practice kissing and look down each other's shirts but we didn't really know, or at least I didn't.
A few times I met girls and we flirted in a childish way, and I always felt like I was a boy in that role.
When I got a little older, I was watching a movie, and there was a scene of a man taking a woman's low cut dress off her and exposing her breasts-- that was my first *o*-- it happened just watching and seeing her beautiful breasts with no touching.
I still didn't really know though.
When I first started touching myself, around 12 or 13, I always thought of girls, and at school I always enjoyed looking at girls but tried to like boys instead. All my erotic dreams were about girls.
Eventually I found a man I was attracted to and it was amazing, and he was open to my lesbian-ness and I continued to be with women as well.
I love them both.
I am more attracted to women, but I sure love being with men as well.
