Am I Stupid

[Soni]

Tell me this during the middle of last yr my bloke and I split up after 6 yrs together. we have two children and we agreed to stay friends.
However just before christmas he came round to my house drunk and beat me up. I left with the children and havent been back since. We still see each other as he sees the children.
However I still feel alot for him and often find myself thinking about trying again. I know my family and friends would be appalled and most of the time I think no way. but wot if he made a big effort? I miss him and cant help it. Am I just being a stupid victim

[djdan9999@hotmail.com]

My x girls mum had a b/f that beat her, she hated the guy, hated sleeping with him but for some reason stayed with him. some women are crazy.

Ignore him- he aint a man.