Fellatio on ration (how to avoid?)

[averageguy]

Thank you Catweasal for digging deeper. I needed that support. As I’ve feebly attempted to write about this subject it smacks of thoughtlessness. Verbally, I’m even more in-articulate. It’s like walking through a minefield of faux pars. The main thing is, I now have my wife’s support. She’s totally relaxed about April. We’re both going in to this open-mindedly. I believe the insomnia and depression is now historic anyway, because the frustration was more closely linked to the “should I be doing something” than the lack of physical pleasure. Whatever the outcome in May, it’ll be based on a much clearer understanding of each other’s recent feelings and reactions. Blowjobs in May or not, I already know, we’ll feel closer as a result of this understanding and therefore more intimate. Subject closed I guess.
Thanks for all your comments (even the negative ones – at least you bothered).