part 1
A sudden flash of lightning filled the small
cabin, causing the transistor radio to momentarily
crackle with static. A few seconds later, the June
night was filled with a resounding crash as the sound
of thunder caught up with the light. The storm had
been raging for a little over two hours, alternating
between violent clashes in the sky and the steady
patter of rain against the windows.
"That was a good one!" Exclaimed the dark
haired girl as she clapped in appreciation of the
sudden illumination.
"You wouldn't think so if we were out
there." Replied her companion as she pointed out
the large bay windows to the lake beyond.
"But we're not, are we?" The first girl
retorted in an exaggerated pout. "Sometimes you can
be such a worrier."
"You're right." The first girl answered. "But
one of us has to have some sense. Otherwise you'd
have us out on the lake because you'd get a better
view."
"Hey that's an idea." Robyn said in mock
seriousness. "We could take one of the boats down
by the dock and..."
"Don't even think it...." Valerie cut her
off in a dead stop tone.
Both girls then broke into laughter.
All in all, watching the storm and snacking
on popcorn and the wine they had snuck out of the
liquor cabinet wasn't the worst way the two 17 year
olds could spend the night. Of course it wasn't what
they had thought it would be when they come up to
the lake two days before.
Robyn Grayson and Valerie Carter had been
friends for 12 of their 17 years, ever since they had
met on the first day of kindergarten. Back then, they
had both been pudgy little girls more interested in
games and dolls than anything else. With slight
variations, that had continued right up until they
began to hit puberty.
In Robyn's case, womanhood sprung upon
her with a vengeance. She lost all her baby fat and in
a single summer went through a growth spurt that
cause her to fill up and out at the same time. Instead
of the semi-plump tomboy, she found herself a
very attractive young lady with a figure that drew
boys like moths to a candle. It was during that
summer that she finally appreciated her mother's
insistenc that she let her hair grow. Robyn had
wanted to cu it short because it kept getting
in the way. It no stretched down to a few inches
below her waist.
Valerie also began to fill out that summer but
unlike Robyn, she lost none of her childhood fat. She
added more than a few inches to her height over the
last few years but with them came more pounds than
she liked to think about. Today she hit the scales at
160. Thankfully it was spread throughout her
body giving her a mature full figured look.
Both girls sometimes wished that they could
exchange bodies, at least long enough to see what it
would be like. Valerie wished she could be as
slender as Robyn. In turn, Robyn wondered what it
would be like to have a 38D bust like Valerie's
instead of her own small 34C.
Yet despite the physical changes, both girls
had remained steadfast friends. They had seen other
friendships fall apart when one friend became one of
the popular crowd and then no longer wanted to
associate with former friends. Robyn had become
part of the in crowd, a head cheerleader and the
girlfriend of the star quarterback. But she made it
clear to anyone who even suggested that it would
look better if she "dropped" Val, that the crowd, the
cheerleaders and even the quarterback would go
before her friendship with Valerie did.
In fact, the hardest adjustment to their
friendship over the last few years hadn't been
Robyn's rise in stature but Valerie's. Between both
of them, Valerie had always been the smarter of the
two. At least as far as the books were concerned. A
constant presence on the honor roll, the short
haired girl had finished the requirements for
graduation six months early. And since she had also
aced her SAT's, she'd been allowed to take courses
at State this last semester.
Valerie had been home only a few days when
her mother had announced that they were going up
to the cabin for a few days and wouldn't it be nice if
she invited her friend Robyn to come along. It would
give them a chance to catch up on the last six
months.
The first days of the trip had been pretty
uneventful, just swimming in the lake, a little boating
and barbecuing with the neighbors. Then this
afternoon, Val's 14 year old brother, Bobby took a
fall and twisted his ankle while climbing a tree.
It had swollen up pretty good and her mother
though it a good idea to take him into town and
have it x-rayed, just to be sure.
Since Val's father couldn't make the trip,
heading into town would leave the girl's alone, but
Mae Carter said she would be back in a few hours. If
they had any problems in that short time, well the
closest neighbors were only a quarter mile away.
The wait in the small hospital turned out to
be a lot longer than Mae had expected. By the time
they were finished the storm was just beginning to
hit. Since the old country roads had a tendency to
wash out rather easily, especially the small bridge
over Dobson's Creek, the safe bet was to stay in
town until morning. So she had called the girls and
told them that Bobby was fine and that they'd be
back in the morning and not to worry. They'd
assured her that they'd be fine.
"I bet you wished you'd stayed home this
weekend." Valerie said as she drained the last
of the wine from her glass.
"I don't know, this is kind of fun." Robyn
replied as she quickly refilled Val's glass.
"More fun than Sally Kellerman's Graduation
Bash?" Valerie countered as she looked at the now
empty wine bottle. It seemed like they'd just opened
it. "That was tonight wasn't it?"
"Yeh, I think so." Robyn said in a somewhat
unconvincing tone as she stepped over to the bar and
pulled out another bottle. "But I really wasn't
planning to go to that anyway."
"Oh sure, the biggest party of the year filled
with the most popular people in school and you
were just going to stay home and do your nails." Val
said as Robyn refilled her own glass. "If my mom
hadn't waited until we were up here before
mentioning it, I never would've asked you. It wasn't
fair to put you on the spot, not wanting to say no to
this trip. Its not like I'd be angry if you wanted to go
to the party instead."
"I mean it, I really wasn't planning to go."
Robyn insisted as Valerie looked on unconvinced. "I
guess I'm finally beginning to realize what really
stupid assholes some of those people are."
"Well, what do you know?" Valerie called
out. "There is a brain in that pretty head after all.
Sometimes you can open your mouth and speak up."
"Go to hell!" Robyn shot back in mock
anger. "There are a lot of times I open my mouth."
"Yeh, but then it's usually to attach it to
some dumb jock!" Val returned.
"Oh how sharp the tongue of a friend."
Robyn laughed.
"Speaking of heads and sharp tongues,
maybe we should go a little easy on this stuff."
Valerie suggested as she indicated the glasses they
both held. "Wouldn't do to have mom come back
and find us sloshed."
"You worry too much." Robyn said. "By the
time she gets back tomorrow we'll have had a good
nights sleep and be fine."
"Today you mean." Valerie corrected as she
looked at the large clock on the fireplace mantle and
noted that it was one in the morning.
"Whatever..." Robyn said, grabbing another
handful of popcorn.
"Does this new asshole category include
Brian?" Valerie asked, drawing up a mental image
of Robyn's on again off again quarterback boyfriend.
"Brian's both a prick and an asshole!" The
long haired girl replied. "Turns out he was screwing
both Jenny Davis and Helen Williams."
"That would be on the nights you were
seeing someone else?" Valerie asked.
"Yes, I mean, that was different..." Robyn
replied.
"Of course." Val smiled.
"What about you?" Robyn quickly asked,
changing the subject. "You haven't said one
word about the guys at State. You can't tell me
you've been celibate all this time."
While Valerie hadn't Robyn's experience with
boys, she was far from a virgin. There had always
been guys who realized that she was cute in her own
way and would rather date a girl who's idea of an
intelligent conversation wasn't what new store was
opening in the mall. That and the desire to get a
really good look at those big boobs that filled out
whatever she wore. Jocks, Nerds or somewhere in
between, guys were still guys.
"Well I've been really busy these past few
months." Valerie said, looking more than just a little
uncomfortable. "College courses are a lot more
difficult than high school."
"Bullshit!" Robyn yelled back. "I can tell
when you're lying. You're seeing someone."
"Well......actually...." Valerie hesitated, she
was finding it hard to say the words that floated
unbidden in her mind.
"Come on, we've never had secrets from each
other." Robyn insisted. "Didn't I even tell you when
I screwed Mr. Peterson after he took me home from
baby-sitting that night."
Valerie remembered all to well how excited
Robyn had been when she called her up on Val's
private phone one night after midnight to tell her
she'd just been f*cked by Robert Peterson. A
successful businessman in his late 30's, Valerie
still wondered what drew a man like that to
take such a chance with a 16 year old. She'd seen
his wife many times and she was a very attractive
woman. Some things she just would never understand.
"Yeh, I remember." She answered quietly,
staring into the glow that blazed in the fireplace.
"So you know you can trust me. Come on."
Robyn insisted.
Valerie turned her gaze from the fire to her
oldest friend. She could see in her hungry eyes that
Robyn was possessed by a need to know. Still, the
words wouldn't come.
"Is it a teacher, or a professor isn't that
what you call them?" Robyn asked. "Are you sleeping
with one of them?"
"No." Val simply replied.
"Is it someone that's married?" Robyn
quickly continued.
"No." Val repeated.
"Then why can't you tell me?" Robyn asked
once more.
Valerie stood up and walked over to the
fireplace, again loosing herself in the warm glow.
She ran her hand through her short black hair and
sighed. It'd been a real long day, and the need for
sleep and the wine was beginning to be felt.
"Why don't we just drop this and get some
sleep?" She said.
"Cause I want to know, that's why!" Robyn
said. "I want to know what it is that you can't share
with someone you've been friends with since we
were five."
"Because you wouldn't understand, that's
why?" Valerie replied.
"What wouldn't I understand?" came Robyn's
reply. "A guys a guy. God knows I've slept with a
few jerks. So what's the..........."
Robyn suddenly paused in mid-sentence. She
brought her hand up to her still opened mouth in
surprise. The reason Val didn't want to talk about it
suddenly seemed crystal clear.
"Oh S***," She exclaimed. "He's black isn't
he. You're sleeping with a N****! What's your
mother going to do if she finds out?"
Valerie just shook her head. It was bad
enough that Robyn couldn't let the matter drop
without her letting her narrow minded prejudices
create all kinds of wild fantasies.
"No, he's not black, or brown or yellow or
for that matter white." Val finally answered, no
longer caring how her friend would finally react. "If
you really, really have to know - he is a she!"














