Thank You Marilyn King !

Lena · Posted: Fri Apr 25, 2008 1:15 pm Post subject:

Friday already ................. Surprised

Time does fly but know millions of people are happy there week-end is here.Enjoy them while you have them , with globalization don't know if there going to be around much longer .

It's nice here ............warm and going to rain soon .The sky is dark and the air is moist . You can feel the coming storm in your bones . Also nice around the house , Karin cleaned the place up real god yesterday .Polished the floors, tsunamied the bathroom ,and scrubbed down the kitchen even though we hardly ever use it to cook except on days off .The whole apartment has a fresh and clean feel to it . The cats even like it , there more energetic and friendly this morning .Now it's my job to get it messy again and will ofcourse do my best ..................... Twisted Evil

Karin goes back to work next week and I will miss having her around . So will the cats who she says won't leave her alone , always wanting something like to be petted or fed. fritz towants to go for walks outside , he hates being on that leash but knows thats the only way he will get out so when he wants to go for a walk will go stand by it and meow till one of us takes him out .A very smart cat Very Happy

. Agatha is content to most of the time stay indoors,no doupt enjoying the time away from alpha male and attention hound Fritz.

As far as going back to work Karin will be back on midnites . She's the only one left on that shift from the 4 people being sued .......One of the other nurses up and quit going to work for a insurance company while the other woman is now on days . The motherfuucking doctor who tryed passing his blunders off on them including calling Karin a murderer is also now on afternoons so Karin working midnites happily won't have to deal with him anymore . Still am thinking about getting friends of friends to do something nasty to that peckerhead ............... :xAnyway Karin likes midnites since there's no suits around and you can do your job without someone looking over your shoulder and the attneding Doc now is a woman about 35 who everyone likes unlike Doctor Gunga Din who they all hated since he treated staff like dirt .. She also jokes she's perfecting her spainish by talking to the all Mexican nite clean-up crew and doing the interpretting when Mexicans come into the e-room .

Moi continues with looking butch all the way down to wearing the boys jockey shorts .Yesterday coming into work my friend Bob in security said '' Hi Butch " like it was my real name Very Happy

.Got a very strange look from Cassady in the locker room when she saw me standing there only in the boys underwear too Laughing

Also wore the penguin suit which was a real contrt with cocktail waitress Narla who has a great body there in the sexxy black cocktail waitress dress.Hey it takes all kinds ........... Laughing

We were real busy in the bar too with 3 rushes .Am happy to say am still feeling more confident. I never want to go thru hell like that again but it really left me a better person .

My bull dyke appearence came up at the end of the shift . When I leaving the nite manager offered to have a security walk me to my car but I said no .At that point security Arnold Haynes whose a real wiss ass who can be annoying ( I've told him to zip it up or f*ck off before ) joked that the way I looked muggers wud be scared of me . For a few seconds I stood there not knowing what to say but then thinking how it's true I laffed . No muggers did come out either !!! Laughing

More dyke chic today ................my black Harley Davison T shirt and jeans .No boys underwear though , infact no underwear since will be commando Very Happy

. At work the penguin suit and orthies .

Lena · Posted: Sat Apr 26, 2008 1:14 pm Post subject:

Todays post will come later , have to get to tennis now .

Today more dyke chic...............white T shirt tucked in , jeans . also boys jockey shorts .

Should I change my user name to Spike ?

Lena · Posted: Sun Apr 27, 2008 2:23 pm Post subject:

Sorry about no fresh post yesterday as I promised..................was too busy to sit down for the hour or so it takes to write one .If you think I have too many typos and spelling mistakes now there nothing compared to what there wud be if I didn't go back and edit,edit,edit . Embarassed

Still we had about 180 hits here and also 600 in the regular blog area even though nothing has gone up there this week .I feel so wanted Very Happy

It is a great feeing to know people all over the planet take time to read my posts , makes me feel so wanted ! Better to feel wanted this way then why I was wanted at times in the past .Like when I worked at BURGER KING when in high school and the fat pimple face 19 year old foreman ( we called him Crater face and Ed Acne behind his back Laughing

) wud laff at how much he liked having me work there so he could have moi clean the bathrooms and when I was 13 guys some I didn't even know started showing up at my mom's since my nickname at school was 'BJ' .................guess why? Crying or Very sad

Since this is the FASHION forum will talk about my clothes the last few days .At times they've gotten me in trouble which I don't mind but did have those rare feelings of guilt about one thing . That was the T shirt with LIFE GETS BETTER WITH THORAZINE on it I wore in thurday .My boss told me it got a shocked look from one of the accounting experts visiting from corporate . She also told him and the MOD she didn't think it was funny since her sister is bipolar and basically lives on thorazine or else she gets violent . Didn't mean to insult or make anyone feel bad. I only wore it since I needed a top and do think it's funny . Especially knowing more then a few people at work think I belong in a straight jacket or rubber room Laughing

.But thinking about it do understand why someone who needs thorazine or a loved one of someone who does wud be hurt .So now no more wearing it into work and will go the extra distance and not wear it outside unless covered by something else Idea

But on the funny side clothes related gossip . The hotel is a giant rumor mill with too many people always talking about the other staff and guests . Although I do like hearing a juicy story as much as the next person but nowadays do try to keep out of it .Loved getting all the gory details a few years ago when the general manger then was having a red hot affair with this gorgeous 17 year old Mexican girl who we were all sure was a illegal and also when securitys told me about how in one room this group of young and green as lettuce white soldiers all went in on a black hooker and were downright amazed/shocked/bowled over that her vagina was in the same spot as a white womens ....... Laughing

But after 10 years don't care anymore and TBH have heard about everyhting . Usually when somebody has a story will pretend to listen while smiling & nodding my head .Unless ofcourse the jibber jabber is about moi .......................... Laughing

The latest goes back to my butch chic look the last few days . Barb in security whose my friend said in the employee cafeteria the other day my enemy Barb Stuart whose a ass't concierge( and complete phony trying to pass herself off as management and a yuppy) was pointing out to several women how dykey I have been looking and that I am now full fledged butch . Brought up but exxagerated to the point of lying how I was being real friendly with the bull dykes that do the pest control ( she had me practially giving Suzette the boss a tongue bath right in the employee cafeteria when all I did was smile and say hi ) and even she heard me talk ( which I haven't ) of getting the hotel to hire as many butches as possible !!!! The other women there including old white trash herself Virginia Winters the day maid and 2 of the Barbie doll types from the front desk who don't even know me , the new girl in the gift shop were all startled and scared ! Barb said too even my fellow bartender Cassady ( who as regular readers of ths blog know once kissed me as well as put her hands ALL over my body and now says she's a real worldly sophisticated bisexual woman ) is all worried about the hotel bar becoming a dyke bar ! Hmmmm............ Rolling Eyes

Am now giving some thought to asking some of my female friends at work to all one day come in wearing jeans or sweats with there hair tied back too to cause more trouble ................ Laughing

Yesterday more this time with me stirring up the pot . I may have come in looking butch in the black motorcycle T shirt & jeans even saying hi in a deep voice to my buddy Bob who was laffing very hard at that but like going from a catepillar to butterfly changed real quick .I went into the locker room looking like a butch or boi but came out a femme fatale in the black cocktail waitress dress complete with a silver chain and nude seamed stockings .As luck wud have it when leaving the employee cafeteria ended up talking to Bernie from Sales , Jack from catering Derrick from security , Rosalind who was MOD and one of the Barbie dolls who was eating up everything Barb Stuat said about me trying to dykefie the hotel . Derrick who is everone's surrogate father ( Morgan Freeman wud be perfect to play him in a movie ) said it's nice seeing me look like a woman again ................ouch Exclamation

Then he had a call and left .

As we all stood there though noticed the Barbie doll girl whose name is Veronica rudely stared at me as if I was something from another planet or had the power to magically turn her into a lesbian .Moi couldn't help it , so joked . Bernie said the cocktail waitress uniform is very popular with guests while Rosalind added a late amen to what Derrick said about me loking like a woman again in it . All the time with Veronica was still staring away at me .Jack joined in saying I didn't even look like the same person who came in earleir and at that I went into my act .Pretending I was a airhead Barbie doll I giggled and touched his arm saying thank you for noticing , then adding how " You know how we girls are, sometimes I can't make up my mind what to wear or even who I am or even who to sleep with . " Then also while giggling looked over my shoulder and pulled my left leg up asking "You know I'm just such a silly girl , are my seams straight ? " .The guys really laffed at that while Rosalind did too in a low key almost embaressed -to- think- it's funny way .Veronica stood there with her mouth open being too shock & awed to say anything .................... Laughing

Also didn't wear undies at work either .Had left in the boys shorts but forgot to pack another pair for after tennis so went commando .That got me laffing to when working the wedding reception .I started feeling good when it came to me how in whatever clothes I had worn that day wud have been very attractive to someone .In the tucked in white T shirt & jeans wud have been very appealing to a butch or a boi . Laughing

Wearing the black cocktail waitress wud have appealed to lipsticks and men alike Very Happy

. Especailly if knowing all there was under the dress was only a garter belt & 2 stockings and ofcourse my warm moist pussea................. Laughing

Today heading out in a jean jacket and jean mini , white oval neck top , nude pantyhose and my brown flats . At the country club there uniform of a white blouse & Kelly green jumper dress..............no undies either . Laughing

Lena · Posted: Mon Apr 28, 2008 12:46 pm Post subject:

Hi all.

A nice day today ................cloudy & cooler and I don't have to work . Have all day to do what I please with no boss or customers to bother me . Very Happy

Am going to get my hair cut and we go shopping then meet friends for dinner.Should be fun , the best times are the simplest times .Maybe thats some big law of the universe , after all that impressionist art all the rich people like is after all pretty simple , usually just paintings of the country or houses. Also furniture, a dyke we know this very smart and cool gay guy who sells and knows alot about it says there's always a huge demand for basic but very classy in it's own way furniture called Mission furniture and Shaker furniture .Come to think of it I'm pretty simple so why am I not a big movie star or the most popular person in town ? Mad

No matter what we'll have fun today . We need it after our trouble and also since moi got some bad news over the week-end that I could have done without . My uncle Boyce up to Michigan is back in the hospital for a aneurysm .Everyone up there is worryed about him . Me too , he never said much but was always good to me .Including forgiving me of being a very bad l girl when I spent the summers up there at 15-16.I really do have to get up there to see him .It's about a days drive .

Also learned my auntie Lurleen his younger sister by 20 some years is in the jailhouse down in Florida. Although we really went at it when I was 15 when she said I stole her bf * auntie Lurleen and I have always been real close. She's only 7 years older then me and had always been like more of a big sister then auntie . Since cousin Francie left town she's also the only relative I get along with around here . But last summer she up and moved to Florida with her younger new bf ( she's 35 and he's something like 25 ) and her baby by the old bf without telling me .I was hurt and mad but after awhile saw how thats all par for course with my people and knew inside she still loved me . Cousin Darcy tells me she and the bf got cracked for selling dope and now she hates him.Bet too like most rap buddys the both of them are trying to pin the crime on the other too. The welfare people took the baby since you can't have a baby in jail .Hope it all works out for her and she both beats the case and gets her almost 2 year old back . Rolling Eyes

Also talked to my best friend the wild & crazy Leslie last nite .Think she's upset Karin and I didn't break -up since she never liked Karin ( thought she was too whitebread ) and wanted me back as a running buddy .TBH Les and I had some fantastic times together as kids and adults and it wud be nice to have some more fun together .Except ofcourse for the fact I love my life with Karin .There are times though when thinking about those old days I break out laffing no matter where I am or what I am doing .Can get you strange looks or even frightened looks from strangers , especially when those memorys come into you mind at the mall or at work .One time I staretd to say something like "No I'm not insane and about to shoot you I was just thinking about the time when I was 14 my best friend and I undressed and posed for pictures in the photo booth at the Greyhound bus station " but stoped half way thru it since the people began to look even more scared .................. Laughing

It was funny talking to her since I was on my cell and outside in the middle of rain . Must have been quite the site for people driving by to see : a short woman in a mini with her shoes and purse in one hand with the phone in the other just talking away while the rain pounded down Laughing

rRally did get soaked but it didn't matter since I loved catching up with Les and being offbeat is always a hoot .I see I missed our 10 year high school class reunion which was allright , life goes on and I still see most of my good friends from those days anyway . Les said this nerdy black guy who always got picked on is now a big shot with FEDERAL EXPRESS and single . No surprise he had all these black girls who were popular back then and wud mock him bad and some white girls who I remember saw him more as a dork were all chasing him around . As a fellow reject I applaud him .........am sure if Karin and I had broken up and I 'd known about the reunion I wud also have ben chasing after him and his bank ............. Embarassed

Sad but not surprising to hear how people we knew are in prison , have been in prison , and are welfare moms.But thats the way it's always been there , things like being locked up and babys were already happening back in high school, even middle school . Rolling Eyes

Les too says this one guy Ronnie Colfax who looked something like 50cent and dated one of my sisters is dead , according to a neighbor of his mom Ron was shot down in Kanas City a few years back .No doupt over something totally stupid..................... Crying or Very sad

Les being the all time party girl who often gives me the idea she has to have a sexual experience as a momento of every special event she goes too also happily told me at the reunion she hooked up with Greg Mays .A nice guy who I spent many a detention in the principal's office with Laughing

He and his younger brother Steve who I partyed with a few times years ago ( I never f*cked him but do remember giving him face and letting him eat me out Laughing

) always claimed to be related to some old baseball player and both now work at Fords which is great money . From what Les says like the baseball player relative he may or may not have had Greg hit several home runs that nite ................ Laughing

One in particular Les joked that done knocked her out of the ballpark Laughing

After finishing with Les it came to me how much fun it was just walking inthe rain . So when I got back home left my shoes and picked up my ball hat since having the rain running down my face was a getting annoying and with Karin ent for about a hour long walk . Even stopped in at the coffee boutique both dripping wet but having so much fun. Laughing

Another customer offered to drive us home which was real nice but we said no . Instead with our warm coffees went back out into the rain and walked home without a care in the world.............. Very Happy

Like I wrote above the simple things are the best times.............

Today in a navy blue T shirt and green army pants ...................

Lena · Posted: Tue Apr 29, 2008 11:52 am Post subject:

Hello hello hello it's the happyest word I know , hello hello hello you hear it wherever you go ......................

From a corny old song they play on DR.DEMENTO sometimes . Corny yes but fun................. in a corny way :lol:Not much to say today except life is normal and I love it . Sad to see Karin looking so tired and worryed since the law suit is really under her skin but am doing everything I can think of to help . She says me just me me is what does the most which practicallyahad me crying and she got a big hug and kiss for that Very Happy

. It's a terrible thing to know people are after you in any kind of way .I keep telling her the hospital lawyer says there really after the hospital and Doc and my friend Bob's gf whose a lawyer says these things almost always get settled before ever getting to the court . Karin understands at least intellectully but not inside then goes back to being upset. Rolling Eyes

Moi has her work cut out for her , never thought I'd have to be the strong one in any relationship especially this one . Since Karin is so way ahead of moi because she's gone to college , is a nurse, and is so responsible about everything .Am glad to help ( it's part of my job as her spouse Idea

) and do hope I will be able to do the right thing .

We tryed forgetting about the whole mess yesterday keeping busy with plenty of little things . Lets see...........cleaned the place . I was on my knees waxxing the floors and doing other things like cleaning the inside of all the windows and changing the cat's litter.Karin did the nasty job of cleaning the bathroom which I was real happpy to let her do . Then after a long hot bath together we went for a big walk in the rain . The temperature had really fallen from the day before, theres no way yesterday I could have gone barefoot and talked away on the phone walking in the rain like I had on on sunday . Really was so fall like outside . Still was nice in it's own way ...........do love that mix of dark skys , cooler air , blooming trees/bushes .

For last nite's dinner Karin fixxed up a great salad of lettuce , tomatos. gargonzola cheese , nuts , and black olives that she loves.Moi's contribution was to open 2 bottles of red wine which is about as far as my cooking abilitys go ............ Laughing

Also made a fire with our last plastic fire log and some wood logs I found in the garage . The fire gave the apartment a warm feeling and the burning wood smelled great Very Happy

.We ( or in hilbilly 'usn ' talked and watched tv .HBO is showing this last season of the SOPRANOS again and we saw 2 shows .Seeing 'em again you can really tell what the producers were trying to do and it comes back to you just how good the show was .Then saw on CN about the tornados next door to Virginia .Really was something , they just sort of came out of nowhere and then hit destroying all sorts of places.Karin dozed off so moi had to clean up the dishes then turn off all the lites & check the doors.Made me feel so responsible ................ Very Happy

Did wake up in the middle of the nite even thinking about FF .Including my blogs . Do plan on getting up a fresh post in the regular blog area soon , maybe about the birthday party I worked at the country club on sunday . It was like being at a zoo but instead of looking at apes or lions was watching rich yuppys Laughing

They may not be as cute & cuddley looking as some animals but still are very interesting to observe . Laughing

Also after what I mentioned yesterday about past fun with guys which had me soon seing how there is a pattern in my life where I often find myself drawn to penis people who are either younger or alot older. It came to me how with guys have never really had a serious relationship with one my own age since I was in high school and despite being engaged he dropped me as if I was a piece of crap Mad

.That mothergrabber even asked for my engagement ring back to give to his new fiance, some Phillpino girl he met over there. I still have it , he's a bad memory but always did like the ring Very Happy

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Even as a kid always liked older boys since they seemed to have more to them and also had cars and more money .Good lord was I either ambitious wanting more in a guy or very very conniving since older guys could offer more Laughing

! Taw was 24 and seemed so ultra cool with Kawasaki motorcycle and having his own place , this cozy apartment above a garage surrounded by huge trees on one of the few still brick streets here . I'd first been there when my auntie Lurleen had been living with him there .I was amazed and felt so cool and smarter then my years being there hanging around with them Very Happy

If somebody had told me I'd soon be moving in taking over the apartment and Taw I wud have been thrilled to death at the idea but thought it being too fairy tale like to believe . Very Happy

Hee hee, I was wrong .Taw and auntie Lurleen were a nice looking couple and from what both said was great in bed together but on there feet they sure had there troubles or as they say in divorce court here 'irreconcilable differences ' leading to some pretty hellacious screaming matches and fights that in some cases having one or the other try to get he other arrested for assault Rolling Eyes

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Taw and I hooked up during one of his and auntie Lurleen's regular break-ups ..............she always said they cooked in bed but turned into sour mush when they were on there feet . But thanx to moi it turned out to be a permanent break-up . Laughing

Shame on me for stealing my auntie's man and I definitely wudn't do it today even if I was single but back then I was different .As they say alls fair in love and war and for me that included landing a older guy . Laughing

I think it may have been 30 minutes after seing each other at the usd cd store we were in bed .My first actual time with a guy too , had been with girls and done about everything else with a man but intercourse and Anal .Moi was so proud and lucky since it was with a older more experienced guy who knew what he was doing Very Happy

. I was walking on air.At first I thought we'd just be f*ck buddys but then we started hanging aroud together and in 2 weeks I'd moved in .Really did feel like a grown up or even sophisticated woman of the world . Having a older bf was the ultimate status symbol with the other kids. You could just feel how impressed and jealous they were seeing him on his bike drop me off at school in the morning . Also felt so wonderful when we'd run into people from school at the mall or movies. Very Happy

Loved the sex and playing around at his place too. Also the privacy & quiet which were all new to moi ,was like heaven getting out of my mom's small 3 bedroom house that at any time had 10 people living in it who all seemed to be noisey . Very Happy

But having a older bf had it's troubles too. He got bored real easily hearing me talk about things like school , friends and music . Looking back I can't blame him . Also apart from that Taw could get violent and cheat ( including my sister Lori and cousins Jewel & Chona ) which could lead to some nasty times for us . So after 5 months it was adios . For awhile auntie Lurleen wudn't talk to me but then we made up . For years we told Taw jokes including about what she saw as his poor performance in bed. As with about any man who gets involved with Pruett blood women Taw ended up in state prison for something ...........haven't seen or heard of him in at least 10 years .

Steve Mays and I were never a couple or even f*ck buddys but at a few partys we had fun . I was 19 and he was 17 and we'd see each other at these week-end things that always seemed to be happening back then . Now it all seems so stupid of me , here I was already working and paying rent and also for part of the time living with a gf but there I was was having fun with a high school guy still staying with his folks . Embarassed

The attraction was that he wasn't bad looking and fun to be with . Steve was real smart and funny .AND no danger of committment at all because of our differnet situations in life Very Happy

. At one party in the kitchen we started off joking about the high school with him bringing up a funny story about his older brother Greg told him about us being in detention together . To piss off the principal's secretary who most of the blacks thought was a racist we started to flirt then kiss ( Greg being black ) then when she hollared at us to stop pretended to be all upset with me saying I was pregnant by Greg to wind her up some more .It seemed so funny at the time but now like about everything I did like that it was real immature. Rolling Eyes

Anyway Steve and I clicked and had fun talking and dancing all nite . Later ending up on the couch making out pasionately then siting there cuddled up with my legs across his lap . It suddenly came to both of us to take it all a level further and we found a closet ( both bedroms were in sue , one with a couple going at it and the other being sued as the dope room ) and in the closet moi first got on her knees to suck his gizmo then after finishing ( loved it when he came in my mouth !!! ) I undid my pants and he ate me out, he was so good at doing that I even looked up a new word to use to describe it, devoured .No doupt about it, Steve devoured me as if I was the Thanksgiving turkey !! . At another party we skipped the talking and went right away to making out then ofcourse heading to another closet to engage in more oral fun ................. Laughing

But like as much as I liked him the whole attraction with Steve was that was he was younger and so much fun.Heard to he had a pretty nice gf who was some type of cousin to my friend Corvah and as bad as I was didn't want to be a homewrecker or make trouble for myself with Corvah . Steve 's at Ford now where the moneys great , for a few years though he had a used car lot which may be a sleazy business but to me sounded right for a guy with so much personality like him.

The whole older/younger guy thing popped up again later with Rusty and and Jerry .Have written about both here many times.Rusty was 22 years older with serious bank that itself enough t put my libido in high gear but he was also very smart and caring which turned out to be colossal turn-ons. He's also gone down in history with Karin as the only partner I ever had who never hit me . Jerry was younger , I was 22-23 while he was 19.Like Steve he was great fun but too young .And while Steve Mays was a good guy Jerry was a stone cold fool .Just like auntie Lurleen and Taw it worked great in bed but the problems hit when we were on our feet. Rolling Eyes

Including arguing and violence on both sides .

Who knows maybe not ever finding a guy my own age and getting mixxed up with guys older or younger was the god of loves way of telling me to find another woman my own age Laughing

. And am proud to say I did with this relationship being full of so much wonderfulness that I always apprecciated but now do even more after the trouble . Exclamation

My bull dyke chic look stage seems to be passing . I think to Karins' releif too since like moi she's never had much of a attraction to butches . Laughing

No jockey shorts and pants today ............. Very Happy

Being very femme in a light brown almost tan suade jumper dress with a gold chain as a decorative belt from THE MARILYN KING COLLECTION . Also a white turtleneck with white bikini briefs, a white garter belt , and nude stockings . It feels very nice in these clothes too, as rude crude as I can be wasn't cut out to be a butch Laughing

.Later the brown boots too since soon it'll be too warm to wear them .Work at the country club again tonite so will be in there uniform of a white blosue and Kelly green jumper dress.

Lena · Posted: Wed Apr 30, 2008 12:05 pm Post subject:

Didn't do much yesterday, for the most part just dressed up and hung around the crib .The big thing was walking over to the coffee boutique for lunch . Since we both lost so much weight during the trouble we can now pig out on there over priced cookies and brownies.Later worked at the country club which was the same old same old .May Wah's leaving after this week , maybe for good. Is going to spend the summer working at a huge law firm downtown then lucky her with her younger sister taking over a posse of local fat cats to the Beijing Olympics .She gets everything paid for and from what she said good bank for translating & being a tour guide. I'm going to do the same when and if they ever have the Olympics back to Lawrence county where I'm from. Good lord being in the country they have enough empty land to build stadiums and hotels .But am not counting on that ever happening ............... Crying or Very sad

The most important event in human history is only days away and stupid moi just realized that !! Shocked

Then again thats not surprising since I have always been so caught up in myself other peoples lives and world events never concerned me Laughing

I'm a hopeless narcisisst as more then one shrink or counselor has said in the past Embarassed

The ((( HUGE))) event is ofcourse the annual Kentucky Derby horse race here this coming saturday . A thing that is seen by peoppe around here as a mammoth event in world affairs and even the history of the planet Laughing

The town will be tsunamied with tourists wanting to see the race and be part of the huge party the whole town becomes .It's a guarenteed money maker for everyone in tourism and the hospitality business .People from T shirt sellers to restaurents can't keep up with demand . Hookers too , from your average street walker to the high priced girls . Even moi always does real good tip wise since the hotel is packed and the people are definitley in a partying mood Very Happy

Moi's excuse for not realizing this before is her recent domestic troubles . Sorry but when your life is crumbling and you can't think of anything but just getting into work and worrying about what will happen with your relationship you can forget big public events .I think 2 weeks ago Martians could have landed here or there could have been a terrorist attack and I wudn't have noticed or cared.But now see whats coming and psyching myself up to deal with it all . At work theres all these people and noise along with my co-workers who like me get overwealmed and have to do everything with a smiling face to make all the guests feel special By friday nite the pressure gets so bad & I'm so tired of dealing with them I am ready to get a knife and run around stabbing as many as I can .......................... Laughing

Still it can be great fun . People from all over America and the whole planet show up looking for fun . Including big actors and politicians as well as rockers .The whole town is a party , theres celebrating everywhere from classy private partys to all the all the fancy downtown places and especially the bars -restaurents on Bardstown Road being packed . The excitement just jumps right out and grabs you and pulls you in Very Happy

. No surprise have heard it a lead to a spike in babys, have heard the number of births shoots up in the following January Laughing

. Some director could make a great movie about the week-end since it has about everything from all those imporatant / famous people to sex along with tragedy ( some lose there shirts g.ambling picking the wrong horse to win ) , sex and more sex , and even international intrigue Exclamation

I've seen all of that at the hotel where I work and then some ! The hotel goes all out to make the derby a special event . Naturally they hike there already way too high prices on everything . Also have baby sitters for the kids so the parents can have fun , receptions for groups like singles and this year for the very first time lesbains and gays :DFlowers galore too and great local entertainement , 2 years ago they hit the jack popot with a gospel quartet ofmen in there 60's -70's from a black church thats ang old traditonal songs that had the packed lobby as quiet as a graveyard as everyone listened to those men sing .

Over the years have had famous people like Robert Dole who they say once ran for president along with his colossal phony wife ( I declare that woman had shallacked on hair and a big fake smile painted on her face Laughing

) whose now a senator .A young Kennedy too who some type of congressman or senator back east too. Acors like Jennifer Aniston , John Lithgow, Ving Rhames , and the 10,000 year old Ernest Borgnine and his much younger wife whose always on one of the shopping channels . Last year we had the president of some little country that was once part of Russia , the federal police guarding him gave the guy the nickname of of BORAT after the crazy Russian guy in the movie of the same name . That country must not pay him much since the presidnet stayed in a regualr guest room not a suite or mini suite Laughing

.Some prince form one of those arab oil countrys too.He had several suites and almost a whole floor for his entourage that included several of his wives and kids. Laughing

My friends in security told me later he and several of the men from the group all partyed down with some high class call girls from Atlanta . Don't know if one of them was the woman who New York governor Elliot Spitzer was paying $5,000 a hour to bang Laughing

The funniest thing was some dick who was or had been the dictator of a south American country . He walked around with 4 or 5 goons acting like he was the dictator here Rolling Eyes

Some of the Mexicans in Housekeeping looked to be real impressed or even scared by Senor Muey El Grando Assholeo, guess coming from down there they know his type too well . One Mex did laff with the rest of us though when the MOD told the generalissimo or whatever he was called that he had to wait in line like everyone else to get in the restaurent .That dick just assumed he could automatically go to the head of the line Rolling Eyes

. His assholyness didn't like that much and agrily spewed out alot in spainish that I guessed had to be pretty nasty . Laughing

But then swallowed his pride and with the muchachos went back to the back of the line Laughing

. Fate stepped in to make it even worse for el fatheado , he was stuck behind a group of some of those really loud and hyper New Yorkers . I think thats a more gruesome experience then even having your fingernails pulled like they do back in his country Laughing

. Three cheers for the USA , a country with liberty and justice for all and where even south American dictators have to wait in line with the little people ! Later that nite Captain Tom the head of security joked with the maitre'd that he better not go to that jerk's country on vacation or he'll probably be put up against a wall and shot .................too true !!! Laughing

The two of them and the MOD who was from Brazil joked that come the next coup or revoution the pushy jerk wud probably be working in dishroom or cleaing toilets at the hotel ................. Laughing

Moi's had some famous people like Ving Rhames and Jenifer Aniston in the bar at derby time .Also the late Ossie Davis who was on the L-WORD , looked great but seemed so fragile but he was very old too. . Also a jillion drunks and yahoos some of whom getting a little too happy Laughing

. Last year we had this sinister loking huge fat guy complete with a Panama hat who set my alarm bells off and no surprise not long after the G-men showed up wanting information about him . Was so proud of myself , another good lesson from coming up in the slums where you develop a ability to spot low lifes. Very Happy

I've worked room service too for the extra money . You really some interesting things doing that !!! As I pushed the tray down the hall saw one naked woman run across the hall giggling to another room soon flowed by another naked room running across the hall to the room the other naked lady came out of . Swinging swappers no doupt !! As I have writen more then once here took a order to a huge party going on in Ike Turner's suite .Finding myself there in the middle of a party where Ike's black R&B gang and the C&W star Travis Tritt with his white country guys were all having fun . And it wasn't just because of the pot that filled the air or liqour, or store bought women up there Laughing

. Really saw how they all were drawn together by music which was pretty cool .Errr ,mois had other special fun . The first year I was a bartender instead of a cocktail waitress the huge mob of people drove me insane .I even had nightmares of all these faces shoving glasses at me hollaring out for drinks Crying or Very sad

. So even though I was living with a guy to blow off steam did both coke and my lesbian boss all nite , I can't get into it but we got very very wild even for women like us . Yikes

. Did go back on the floor the next day very refreshed though .................. Laughing

Also a few years later made a $300 mistake on the machine and to keep my job had to blow the then general manager. Some thought it was degrading but you do what you have to do to keep the money coming in and TBH I enjoyed it it .Nice to be so close to power and with his penis in my mouth you have to admit that was being really really close Laughing

More derby storys tomorrow . Today am dressing again in clothes from THE MARILYN KING COLLECTION since I want to get all the wear you can out of them before the heat sets in . Today will be sky blue cashmere cardigan sweater and matching crew neck top with a lite grey skirt . The foundation garments are a white cami, bikini briefs , and garter belt with nude stockings . Also my good navy blue clogs .That should surprsie many at work since my butch chic look last week had tongues wagging and now I'm coming in looking like Martha Stewert. Laughing

At the hotel since I want to look as nice as possible the black cocktail waitress dress and black flats .

Lena · Posted: Thu May 01, 2008 12:03 pm Post subject:

Last nite was fun at work starting from the time I came in again shocking some of my co-workers with how I was dressed but mainly since we were busy but not swamped with a real fun atmosphere because of the derby . Very Happy

Coming in looking so butch all last sure got tongues wagging with some wondering if I was turning into a bulldagger and also that really stupid talk by the awful ass't Concierge Barb Stuart that I was part of a huge plot to staff the hotel with bull dykes . Rolling Eyes

Along with the stares ( which I do admit I enjoyed since any attention is good attention Laughing

) in the locker room for being in the boys jockey shirts from including Cassady , a few of the Barbie dolls from the front desk , and ( am a little embarressed about this ) nice old Mrs. Tyson who works in uniforms .That set the stage for yesterday when I came in wearing the classic clothes from THE MARILYN KING COLLECTION .One of the securitys was shocked seeing me look so radically different in just a few days . Laughing

Captain Tom the actual head of security came out and put his arm around me saying " Now this is more like it , you look so nice dressed this way " then went on to say like he ALWAYS does seeing me in the clothes from the MARILYN KING COLLECTION how it reminds him of the way the girls looked back when hew as in high school a million years ago . As boring as that can get do know he means well. Very Happy

As we talked one of the front desk girls came by and not so discreetly glared at me since I looked so different from what she expected to see. Maybe next week will go a few steps further and come in wearing something like a gown or WONDERWOMAN outfit.............. Laughing

In the black cocktail waitress dress first worked the Concierge Lounge which was busy and fun .People are already starting to arrive for the race and other activities .There not just other Americans either but from about everywhere else too. Had a bunch of yankees from New England who loved my accent reagrding it as being just sooooo local color Rolling Eyes

. One huge fat bald guy about 60 thought I was faking , talking that way for fun but moi told him straight up but with a smile on my face that I wasn't faking since this here is the way I talk . The whole bunch of 'em were taken aback by that worrying they'd insulted me but I just went on saying how I can't fake the way I talk but did say ( here since I am as flat as a board) if I was ever to try faking anything it wud be having falsies to look like I have real brests . A few of the women gave me pained looks understanding brest issues but most of those yankees really laffed at that one ............lucky for me they also left a good tip . Very Happy

The fat old guy who thought I was acting also gave me a extra $5 telling me I was great girl .......... Laughing

Some of the other people were talking about having so much fun watching the riverboat race . They were surprised s so much goes along with the derby , teh dreby really is more then a horse race. If you live here or are a regular you know thats true .The derby is filled with a jillion things to do .Yesterday was the steamboat race & today its the big Pegasus pprade .Also 2 days ago was the Run For The Roses which may sound like a horse race too but is actually a Olympics event for people who work in bars & restaurents .They do things like have races carrying a tray with a bottle of wine .It's real fun to watch especially since working in this business you know what there going thru , was in it one year but lost .But made up for it partying with everyone later. Very Happy

Partying really is the operating word around here at derby time . All sorts of derby partys everywhere , you just can't get away from them Laughing

. At the top are some big society events , some where rich people raise money for chairty and even a big black event that started during segregation that still goes on . All sorts of famous black people show up for it every year .In the past have been Oprah Winfrey , Bill Cosby , and Diana Ross. Corporate events too, caterers make a fortune this time of year .Everyday people to have partys at home , some times making it fancy but considering how informal we all are here mostly a real relaxed event . Women wearing fancy hats is a derby is tradition and I heard how some wise acres ina fratenity over to UL had a party where the guys wore womens hats .A friend worked a party in a well off suburb where some of the guests came with paper mache horse heads on too. :lol:You can pretty much count on the tv in every bar in town & the whole Kentuckiana area having the race on . In my younger years saw it at both real low end black and 'billy places with everyone all excited more often then not since they had money on the horses. Laughing

The whole is always having partys .They go on everywhere from guest rooms to suites to meeting rooms .You could walk in the bar about any nite this week and find a real shivaree going on Laughing

Can get a little out of hand at times , last year a group of these California surfer types had what they called a beach party in the pool area. No one tryed . but there was a big crisis when they made a bonfire on the outside deck .Had the fire engines and police rushing over thinking the whole hotel was burning down .One security who was huge tough talker got so scared thinking we'd all be burnt alive that he ran home .No surprise they fired Mr. Blood & Guts the very same day . Laughing

Have seen all sorts of pick-ups at the partys I have worked and also in the bar . Do know for a fact that for even most church going -rock solid middle class people the combination of a fun event & alcohol leads to sin !!!!!! Which ofcourse we all know that we need in our lives . Laughing

Sometimes there's scandels at derby time which can really be funny or too crazy to believe . I wrote yesterday about my own naughtiness and seeing the two women naked running across the hall to different rooms Laughing

One year in the bar myself saw bar this bug - cute all-American female reporter from local tv station here to do a corny report about 90 year olds having a good time at the derby ( I think she specialized in those corny storys doing stuff like people's 50th wedding aniverserys or little girls dance recital ) hook up with some very sleazy looking guy in a track suit . He had a shaved head , hadn't shaved in a few days and had this attitude that screamed out ' angry & selfish prick ' and was smoking this huge obnoxious cigar Mad

. Guess she either wasn't as wholesome as she sold herself as being OR after pushing cornyness so much wanted to just get nasty with a nasty looking character Laughing

. 3 years ago my friend Derrick in security got a call about a woman screaming in a guest room and when they went in found her nekkid tyed to the shower head being whipped by this man but she was all upset she and lover boy had been interrupted during there BDSM time . Derrick left but said he politely asked them to tone down the screaming and her yelling out commands like "Hit me again you motherf*cking c#cksucking bast*rd " since the people in rooms nearby wanted to sleep ....................... Laughing

You have to admit it wud be hard to sleep hearing a whipping ............... Laughing

Later in the bar we had a pretty good crowd , a mix of derby goers and the usual business travellers . Also had 2 cocktail waitreses instead of the usual one to keep up with everything which was great on a nite like that one . About 9 PM a big group of rich Chinesse people came in , flew here all the way from there to see the race. Goes to show you how rich China is getting .The waitresess and I are all wearing the old hooker chic uniform from a few years ago on saturday .It's a tradition I started , do like exposing myself , it's fun , and best of all brings in good tips . Laughing

The uniform is made up of a white nehru shirt and red bow tie with a gold vest and black faux leather mini .Bet if I wore it outside wud soon be arrested for suspicion of being a coyote or have some marryed guy from the suburbs pull over in his SUV and ask how much ............... Laughing

Today heading out in lite blue shirt and tan skirt & brown clogs . At work tonite the black cocktail waitress dress and nude garter stockings again . Do some errands before icluding heading to the thrift store and this rummage sale in the gorgeous suburb of Douglass Hills to look for summer clothes .

Lena · Posted: Fri May 02, 2008 1:36 pm Post subject:

My goodness we had over 300 hits here in the last 24 hours and over 700 in the regular blog area. Surprised

It's hard to believe my writings are so popular Embarassed

About the only other time so many strangers were interested in me was back in middle school when all those older guys came around , am not exactly sure why but do believe it had something to do with the nickame BJ they gave me . Laughing

All I do is take evey day life and describe it and am happy so many of you check it out and THANX Exclamation

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Yesterday was a trip between 3 worlds like I was a explorer. Looking sort of generic in the fading old lite blue shirt and also fading khaki skirt left going first to a thrift store inthe classy suburb of Douglass Hills ( yes thats two S's at the end of Douglass, guess the the towns too classy to have only one S Laughing

) to a rich people's church rummage sale then after that adventure in the land of the well off and educated with there Mercedes SUVs headed over to one of my favorite thrift shops in a run down neighborhood that maybe only 30 minutes but really a whole universe away fom posh Douglass Hills . Then to work where I plunged into the madness of the derby week .No surprise by the time I got home at 2 AM was dead tired ( or in hillbilly ' dead tard ' ) only wanting to have a few drinks and sleep . As luck wud have it really terrible movie I've wanted to see was on , GIGLI with JLo but had to pass since I was so sleepy . From the few minutes of it I saw it lived up to it's reputation as one of the worst movies ever made but there fun to laff at . Laughing

Douglass Hills is one of those ideal places you see in movies . Money seems to be in the air and life is very very good. Huge old houses and old old trees , only newer and pricey cars . Along with everyone from seniors to moms with bays out safely walking and soaking up the almost perfect vibe .Symbolically what a high class place that was hit me when at a intersection complete with a traffic island covered with lush plants and a huge I think oak tree to my left saw a red old MG but still looking in great shape from probably being someones pet parked in one driveway and then kitty corner to it a dark green RANGE ROVER pull up with PRINCETON on the back window with a college type guy complete with in shorts and beard jump out I think just back from school to be greeted by his youthful 40 something mom who was in a yell ow polo short and white 3/4 length pants along with a heavy set back woman in a lite blue dress that maids wear Laughing

.Like seeing the black bellman at work carrying white guests bags that amounted to a cliche ......... Rolling Eyes

The church really was church for rich folks ! Being a huge old building made of lite grey Indiana limestone . I peaked inside and all limestone there too with all this religious art and a beautiful wood celing .The rummage sale was in the basement which despite being just a basement had wood paneling that matched the ceiling in the church and alot of overstuffed leather furniture .Also it felt cool and very clean ,bet it's washed down every day .Several women from the congregation were working it , one as old as 65-70 who was so so nice and the youngest what I took to be this spoiled princess type about 18 who was concentrating on reading a book . Laughing

Didn't do as well as at the temple sale where I picked up the MARILYN KING COLLECTION but still got a pair of tan & red gum shoes to replace the pair I lost , a 40's style tan double brested jacket with wide lapels that will go good with a black pleated mini I already have and this very very and even more very nice long navy blue wool winter coat . Goes below my knees and has this round collar that actually can stand up to keep your ears & neck warm.All for just $15. Very Happy

I'll probably never live in a place like that or be one the people who go to that church but it's always fun being there.Moi always likes seeing different things and in particualr was nice to see where life is so nice . Raally wass like taking a happyness pill. Very Happy

After that went west with the neighborhoods changing from the ritzy suburb with it's smiling people who are near the top of the food chain to downtown with all it's congestion and noise then just southwest of it to the decaying part of town where the thrift shop is.You know your not in comfy well off Douglass Hills or downtown where all the dressed up office workers are busy chasing money. Now I was where houses and buildings were often abandoned and gang grafetti was everywhere . You also felt the tension and depression that come with poverty here and knew you better keep you eyes open so you wudn't get hurt .

Across from the thrift shop was a filthy abandoned car with a jillion parking tickets on the windshield , the side windows smashed out , and the tires gone . Also this huge old wood house with the grey paint actually falling off with a jillion plastic garbage bags piled out front as if they only clean once a year . Just like my moms ! From one window heard louder then loud hip hop music and soon saw a bare chested black guy who was smoking looking out the window at the street. Some little girls about 6-7 whose accents were 100% 'billy were playing jump rope with a old piece of plastic , don't know why they weren't in school . :roll:They do try keeping the thrift shop looking good though , it may have a musty smell but the big window in front works against the place feeling dingy. The clothes too get washed in these huge industrial washing machines you can hear in the back . Maybe not be classy stores like DILLARDS and MACYS here or that HARRODS in the UK but you can't beat the bargains The customers are no surprise usually poor , both black & white who have to make every penny count .As usual moi loaded up on hosiery still in the original bags from often years/decades ago ( the hair on the models is usually hysterical) along with this a time a white sleeveless sheath dress and 2 pair of capri pants .Did have to laff at a painting of MICHAEL JACKSON that you can plug in the wall and it acts like a lamp ..................... Laughing

Leaving noticed the little girls were gone but the shirtless guy in the window was still there. Don't know if was me or this female letter carrier he called out to come upstairs and party . Laughing

No thanx , but later thought I should have given him my mom's phone number since he's definitely her type .Also came close to be run over.Moi was keeping a eye out for punks and junkies you can see around there and not watching crossing the street and because of that didn't see this huge old rust bucket Buick 225 speeding as if it was on the freeway that almost ran right over me .Leading me to blurt out a few swear words and jump back in sheer terror. Mad

Couldn't help but stand there for a few minutes just looking around . I may stay in a nice place now and area now but this for better or worse is where I'm from .Just like the hills are too . No matter how old or if I get rich will always have this place in my mind and soul. Will have to post someday about my ideas about that , a mix of happyness for getting out , pride for doing it, never wanting to go back , all sorts of bad memorys , but also some great memorys & feelings and like a past shrink & my present analyst say learning some real skills ,Coming soon ................... Very Happy

My deep thinking went on hold as I went into work since that takes all my concentration especially during this ultra intense week . Was raining when I pulled into the parking lot , saw a few people from the afternoon shift coming in too and no surprise they looked stressed knowing the zoo we'd soon be facing . But moi decided to fight back and use those cognative therapy techniques to tell myself not to panic or get utra ansy sicne I can handle it. This is after all my 9th derby and am not dead or in a psych ward yet . Laughing

.That did make me feel more relaxed and with a jean jacket over my head as a umbrella took off my clogs and like nothing bothered me walked in the rain & thru the pudddles into the hotel . Very Happy

Wore the black coktail waitress dress and the hotel was packed being a huge party .Heard we have that right winmg blowhard Bill O'Reilly and Smokey Robinson staying there. Also heard but couldn't confirm one of my favorite C&w singers Lee Ann Womack and one or 2 of the guys from DMC are there too. If they come in the bar may tell them about the time in 1996 when visiting my people up to Detroit my cousins and I saw them . Also how that nite we partyed with these black guys we met at the concert & how that almost had my auntie shooting them too when she walked in on us all ( in various stages of being dressed Laughing

) in the basement unexpectedly .I've posted about that here before. Rolling Eyes

All the bartenders and a few from agencys were working . The hotel was a huge party Along with the regular bar they had the porta bar set up in the lobby which was tuned into a cabaret with live entertainment . Including this blue gress group, old timey trio , along with cloggers . Was funny when one drunk Japanese tourist jumped up started to sing ROCKY TOP with the blue grass guys .They handled it pretty good, all part of the fun . And Mr.Toyota or Mr. Nissan gave them a huge wad of green . Laughing

Rafael and Shireen our trusty pt'er worked the overflowing bar .Wierd Norm whose so lazy & slow was exiled to a reception in a suite while Cassady and I with 2 temps did a corporate mega party in the Grande Ballroom . It was like dealing with a pack of wild animals but at least they tipped well . Very Happy

The corporation said they'd give us a tip but since no one said not to first me then Cassady and the others soon all put there own tip cups Very Happy

As always appearence crazed Cassady had new shoes too, last nite these brite as the sun silver platform sandels with all sorts of straps going above the ankles .They actually reminded me of some s & m device for feet Shocked

. Also one of the temps said since they were so shiney he bet sunlite reflecting of them could cause blindness............. Laughing

Today leaving in a navy blue short sleeved oval neck top and a mini from THE MARILYN KING COLLECTION thats white but with red , yellow and navy blue horizontal stripes . At work the black cocktail waitress and nude garter stockings again ................ Very Happy

Lena · Posted: Sat May 03, 2008 1:37 pm Post subject:

Everyone will have to wait for a fresh post ....can't get one up tody but will do tomorrow. Moi has no energy to write and do believe most will understand .Since all totalled I was at work 15 hours yesterday ,except for 2 hours in the Concierge Lounge always on my feet . Went in and 3 PM and didn't leave and didn't get to leave till 5 AM ........................aaaahhhhhhhhh!!! Thats just 4 hours ago and I could only sleep for 2 hours .

Many interesting and funny storys .Will post about them tomorrow.

The hotel really was a huge party and we were always running around . No time to think or chill, I think all the bartenders and servers felt exhausted/overwealmed from working it . Moiw as too tired to change and left in the balck cocktail waitress dress Was lucky to have some company when I left this morning . Instead of being alone had Cassady and 2 of the Irish women who waitress along .Felt safe and also at home since they all went thru the same tidal wave of having to deal with mob and do it with a smile on your face . Laughing

Cassady stood out though , a police car came by with the 2 horn dog cops flirting .We all smiled but were just wanting to get home to sleep. But Cassady went into her automatic man mode flirting away keeping exhausted us waiting on the corner Mad

Finally Narla just said something along the lines of "To hell with this " and started walking to the cars . Christine and I laffed and followed .When I pulled out of the lot Cassady still teasing with the cops ............... Rolling Eyes

Moi has a few hours more before have to be back . Do hope I can sleep and maybe will have to give the Cisco Kid or whatever name he's using now to drop off some of that magic energy producing powder from Colombia so I can make it thru another double shift .Tonites real important since this is the day when everyone is REALLY partying and you make the most money .

Later head back in T shirt and jeans .At work tonite the old hooker chic cocktail waitress uniform of the white nehru shirt with red bow tie and gold vest with the faux leather black mini . Also nude pantyhose and a single off brown thigh top to look extra slutty for more fun and more money .............. Laughing

Lena · Posted: Sun May 04, 2008 3:20 pm Post subject:

Whats left of me is here posting ..................... Crying or Very sad

Everyone will have to wait for tomorrow for the big post about me & the derby .Sorry .

Even though I promised to post it today I really can't .Do hope if no one has been holding there breath waiting for the big new post Laughing

. Like yesterday am too tired , worked from 3PM to almost 8AM this morning . Also no real time , it's 11 AM here and I have to be at my pt job at the country club in a hour . Maybe later if I' m not dead of exhaustion or in a coma from almost no sleep and too much work for 2 days now . Crying or Very sad

Like I always say the derby is fun to work and the money is great but they really do leave a body exhausted . Maybe I'm getting too old , I once heard a army officer say your commando days of doing all sorts of jocko macho stuff in the jungle or mountains stuff ends at 30 and am believing for bartenders working the derby or for that matter any huge global party like October fest in Germany or the thing in Spain where bulls chase people down the street comes even earlier like maybe at 25. Laughing

Not only feel beat but have sore feet & back and clammy skin even after a long hot shower .The stress headaches come off and on too.Lucky moi ..................... Confused

Was funny this morning driving home tt my gf who was in her car on the way home from woking the nite shift at the hospital . Made me feel so yuppy or like a big executive . Laughing

Karin was stoked and wanted to go out to eat but moi had no energy . Hee hee, 10 minutes after getting home little miss energy was sleeping .

Heading out in white T shirt along with jean jacket and jean mini with nude support hose . At the country club there happy unifrom of a white blouse , Kelly green jumper dress ,and brown flats .

Lena · Posted: Mon May 05, 2008 1:12 pm Post subject:

Posting while recovering ................ Laughing

The derby is over for another year and I can finnally relax. Cool

Several things in life have left me tired for days after, like at 14 when I got very drunk for the first time and because of that very sick , from a drug experience at 15 when my cousin and I mixed horse tranquilizers & alcohol ,and every year with the Kentucky derby . Rolling Eyes

Moi really is wasted with NO energy .All totalled worked 32 hours at the hotel friday-saturday and 5 hours at my pt job sunday All on 4 hours sleep and some blow .Thank the heavens for natural stimulants from south America !!!

Like moi think the whole town is recovering from derby week .Everybody loves the derby week but am sure is happy to see it pass Very Happy

. We have a whole year to talk about it and plan for another as well as in my & many people's case RECOVER from it !!!!! Laughing

It's al fun but gets way too intense what with traffic jams , what seems like millions of way to excited people , and local the tv-radio talking about the derby like it was the most important event in mankinds history . Rolling Eyes

Work can be exciting but after a few days of the loud and intense aprtying going on gets to me .At times having me feel like I am somebody like a cowboy in a old movie trying to stop a cattle stampede or la soldier in a war movie being over run by the enemy . Laughing

Like I wrote yesterday may be too old to work the big global party . Crying or Very sad

It's not just me having to deal with the mob . Everyone in the hotel and restaurent business has about the same experience . At the hotel anyone can forget about asking for days off or unless you have something like cholera calling in sick ! Whether a chef , server, bartender or bus boy your needed !!! They always want you to stay and work OT too which is but most jump at the chance for extra money and end up even more tired ! Even the managers are around and actually working for a change . The general manager or 'his holyness 'as some call him was staying at the hotel working long long hours doing everything from hosting big shots from the company as well as watching over everyone else. But have to give Mr. His Holyness credit due since I also saw him working the front desk , helping the overworked bellmen load a huge luggage cart and , even eating with rest of us peons in the employee cafeteria.

The same for caterers , they ca go go 24/7 with the epidemic of partys . My bosses wife ( who I waitressed with at MARRIOTT ) now works for a industrial caterer supplying food for the airlines but every derby takes vacation days and works for a caterer doing everything from huge corporate to private partys makes a fortune too. After I get into real estate plan on going to work with her for big and fast money ! The atmosphere is real intense to since the demand is huge and your never caught up. Often people snap at each other but without saying for most that passes quickly and your back working like slaves to get the job done .I've heard more then one person say it's too much work & pressure for what is for most crappy pay and thee going to look for something better or go to school . Laughing

Others work hard too. Since the place fills up with out of towners and foreigners cabbies are always on the move. Not uncommon for many to basically live in there cars only leaving them to go to eat , go home to clean up ,and the bathroom .You can spot whose been driving for mega hours too , at the hotel have noticed those guys have a very hard time getting out from behind the wheel and a ctually standing up to go help with luggage . As if there bodys were frozen in a sitting position . Laughing

Police and paramedics too. Like hospitality industry there all on duty , days off are pretty much out of the question . Since there so many people including all kinds of big shots and celebs as well as low lifes from pick pockets to hotel thieves and a jilion hookers the cops are always busy. My best friend's ex was a police and he said even suits who haven't worked the street in years out in patrol cars .Ater work they can work security jobs where from what I have seen & heard get paid for just standing around which for most includes drinking and chasing women . You see all sorts of paramedic ambulances around just in case there needed.My gf says thy get busy form everything form car wrecks since folks are drinking more to people geting sick partying .

Karin says the hospital e-room is on alert with more then the usual staff and even if nothing happens it all takes a toll on the people working .At times it gets wild with patients from car wrecks , having drug od's ,and who've done way too much drinking for there own good . Although she wasn't there 4 years ago a few of uninsured grits went blind from drinking grain alcohol and there was nothing they could do for them .Sometimes gushot and knife victims too. They may be accidents where people have been stupid a sh*t mixing fun , weapons , and alcohol. Other cases since the whole party atmosphere contributes to folks getting violent with each other. Rolling Eyes

The sin business booms too Laughing

. Bet all but the very sore hookers wish it wud continue since they all clean up Laughing

. All gamblers do great , from high end to your local neighborhod bookie . For years I bartended ( topless Very Happy

)at huge expensive partys run by a gambler for his high rolers .They cost thousands between the rent for the old plantation , the women, alcohol, dope, &food but know it all made him much much more. Even back in the slums the gamblers hit the mother lode ( or as they say there the motherf*cking lode Laughing

) since everybody was betting on the race . There was a mean as snake looking white bookie with a shaved head and goatee who wud be grinning from ear to ear . Once saw him with a black bookie who I guess was a rival this time of year but both were looking real pleased since they'd made so much off deseperate poor people betting most of everything they had on the race. I was so happy for them ................ Rolling Eyes

Alot of demand for coke too that has the dealers jumping for joy . Especially among out of towners . Allthe hotels get dealers hanging around the lobby looking for customers .This year I heard how security and undercover police got 2 of them where I work . Also a few years back 3 of the cocktal waitresses got ambitious and were hustling & selling dope . They were all walking on air at one derby since the money was flowing in . They eventually got caught & fired with a big lecture from the then general manager about the evils of drugs .One of the women Marcy Lou who could be a real wise acre got funny during the lecture/termination saying all they were doing was making it more comfortable for the guests and giving them what they wanted Laughing

The general manager wasn't amused but moi is certain the day that it all gets legal the company will be selling dope in the gift shop . Exclamation

Strippers too, peopel come for fun with many especially penis people wanting to se the race and MORE ...........liek beautiful young women with no cloths on dancing . Laughing

The party mood has the guys feel free with tossing around money . My friend Leslie always did fantastic at derby time . Many of the girls were not only cleaning up doing dances on stage and lap dances at the club but also the sex for pay thing later . My friend Linda who wasn't even a dance rut a waitress ( now marryed and doing very well) one year made close to $1,0000 for a few things including being the week-end gf of a rich guy from California she met at work .

Hookers do great since there never enough of them to meet the huge demand from the invasion . Women from other citys come in to work it and there are many local amateurs wanting to make fast money . Heaven knows all of us in the bar get proposioned enough too. Laughing

Over the week-end spotted more then a few known coyotes from pricey call girls to street walkers, including my 'friends " Candy , Myrtle ,and Tabby. Over the years I've heard some street walkers complain about being overworked since if there independants they want to make as much as possible or if there part of a stable have macks pushing them hard to bring in as much as possible or there'd be trouble............. Mad

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Moi is now safe at home Very Happy

Just looking around the apartment now almost can't believe how quiet and peaceful it is Cool

. No traffic jams , no excited people on with the radio talking all about the race so much you think it's the most important event in mankind's history . And ofcourse thankfully no loud pushy mob of customers to deal with !

The plans for today are to chill and sleep . For now in my pink mini robe & white bikini briefs Very Happy

Lena · Posted: Tue May 06, 2008 12:43 pm Post subject:

Hooray for THANK YOU MARILYN KING , we went over 100,000 hits here today Very Happy

Do hope all of you have liked reading this blog as much as I have written it .I wud have never guessed the combination of going to a rummage sale and the cr here not being as much fun as it had been wud lead to the creation of this ongoing and I see popular look at daily life !Thanx too all of you ! Very Happy

Moi is more rested and feling better . I really have ben thru alot lately, the near break-up and working the derby . Am just happy it's all over and am starting to feel relieved and relaxed . Very Happy

Didn't do much yesterday at all.Mostly slept or at around watching tv in my robe .Karin was in and out , she had a jilion errands to do .The little things you have to get to pile up fast . She was running around between the cleaners , dentist ,and the market .Later she made some of her delicious spinach lasagna and a simple but yummy salad and I was able to help by opening up a bottle of wine .Just a nice quiet nite at home wathcing tv with the cats cuddling up to us.A very very welcome relief from the crowds and noise of working the derby .I actuallly dressed for dinner , put on a blue T shirt & jean cut-offs .We saw a interesting looking but in the end kind of disappointing movie with Ray Fiennes about a blind rich guy in China 70 years ago . It had great visuals but the plot was predictable .

When Karin was out runinng around did talk to my best friend Leslie .We're getting along better thank goodnes, I was mad at her for not being supportive during my trouble at home .Infact Les was being a real bitch wanting us to break-up since she always thought Karin was too white bread and wanted me back as her partner in crime . I'm the only one left she can party with since the rest of the old gang is either married or gone now . But happy for me while sad for her that won't be happening now ! Very Happy

Leslie's life is permanent mardi gra, that huge bash before the time of sacrificing those catholics do in the spring . She's having as much fun ( is she ever !!! ) before moving into her ex's on 1 june to take care of there son while the ex is in Iraq.Les is such a party animal and sex addict she wants to get as much fun in as she can before becoming some 1950's tv mom Laughing

Thats going to be a site to see!!!! Laughing

No surprise she was hyper busy during the derby .The men here for the derby , her fanatic pursuit of last minute fun , and always out front love of sex and partying all came together Very Happy

The strip bar where she works was ultra busy beig packed all week.Last year Les was able to bartend at the huge PLAYBOY magazine party but skipped this year since her little second level bar was doing so good with everyone making good bank .She said they had alot of foreigners this year , a whole tour bus of Japanesse guys among them . Talk about racists ! Les says they were crazy about the blonde dancers but so-so about the black and the one Mexican girl and worst of all to luke warm about brunettes like her Exclamation

Les to said she went al out tomake the most she could doing her famous masturbation dance on stage .I've sen it myself and know the site of her rubbing herself and pretending to be in total pleasure alwasy has them excited Laughing

.Last fridayIncluding this huge group of rich college guys from DUKE UNIVERSITY who les said threw wads of gren up on stage .Later she had a drink with them , what a site to have seen what with all of them sitting around the tables talking with the college boys in ball hats and T shirts and a topless Les in only in undies thigh tops,and heels Laughing

Anyway she hooked up with one who was real god looking with mega money and had this attitude he was a born winner. The guy came back later when she finished and they went back to her place. Les says he was great in bed ( no doupt from alot of experiecne with the girls at the country club and sororitys ) but his attitude about being so special since he was rich , good looking , and a achiever type got on her nerves . So like Robin Hood when Mr. Self Impressed the guy was in the bathroom Les took $100 from his wallet and copied down his cc numbers to use later. She was so proud of herself, I know it sounds sleazy but chances are the rich boy won't miss the money and maybe he'll learn a lesson he's not smarter/better then everyone else. Les was also fantasyzing about someway hooking up with the boys dad since he was the one who had the real money . Laughing

Be a great movie ! Very Happy

Saturday Les worked again sans clothes at the big private partys run by the gambler Riks Beaver ( never understood the name Riks , but maybe he's trying to cover up the fact he's really clay eater Ricky Lee Beavr from Yazoo City Mississippi Laughing

) for his high rollers .Most of whom are from around here while a few others are from up north .The partys usually at this old plantation they rent for conferences and huge weddings but this year he couldn't get it . So instead was at a historic house that went back 15 years . Beaver comps everything from the buffet and drinks to dope and banned Cuban cigars ( or at least what he says are Cuban cigars ) with strippers running around waitressing . Les didn't do any tricks thay day ( for a change ) but she said really knocked herself out flirting with what she said were " all the fat old men " .................. :roll:Do love her attitude whenever I hear Les say things like that ................ Rolling Eyes