hahaha, no, but I did get a nice payrise!!!
Funnily enough it was paintballing, so we had plenty of breaks with no staff and few customers around
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So do you moan and scream and scratch and bite when yer really into it?..
Do you writhe and squirm like a captured dolphin in a foot of water..?
Have you ever done the "floating to the ceiling" bit?..
Have you explored "purple planet"?.. Got any ideas what's beyond purple planet..? No one has been able to be pushed that deep, cept fer ole rachael the wicked witch, who is probably history by now..?
I doubt you wonder what yer mummy would think of what yer doing while yer doing you.. you ain't that type.. you are obviously "warrior"... have you got any witch in you?.. From what I'm picking up, you are about as prime woman as prime woman gets... Is Life treating you proper princess?..
It's obvious you are into Dance... Have you ever danced for the forest creatures..? I find you can't get a better audience...
If your dance is a serenade to Life, the trees all around you fill up with hundreds of wild birds and squirrels, and whatevers, all singing at the top of their lungs... It seems it be a "symphony-serenade to the Planet"... It's an honor to lead the tune... Hell! It's a Riot! just being a part of it... It's like Life gave you "a million dollars, that can't be spent"... Have you ever Danced for the Forest..?
WhoaHa!.. Imagine the two of us dancing for the forest as one.. HaH! I'm bets even the grass and trees would cum, before we do...
"Shrooms"..? They seem to be nearly extinct..?
Nope!.. me not shrooms... that's just how I see and feel and write... hope you're ok with it..?
"In public".. sometimes for the thrill, but only if she's exhibitionist...
We stopped the car in a forestish area just off the highway, and took a little hike, and found an perfect shaped indent in the thick moss covered rocks, set down a small blanket, and got right into it, Hot!.. but in my peripherals I could see everywhere movements, like the the whole forest was growing active... I counted 9-guys, peeping from behind trees and bushes, all drooling... We ignored the audience, and had a pardy... We should have charged an admission... When we up and left, the group followed us like they expected her to give them all a little taste or bit too...
"In public", is sort of ok.. that is if there aren't any dangerous activated crazies present...
I don't like being watched when I'm making love.. It's a private thing.. I take it further than anyone else could, into the magics.. and spectators thoughts only pull it down and mess it up.. and I really dislike being followed, except by wild animals, the bigger the better.. I feel safe with them, and they feel safe with me...
I feel people's thoughts in mental video, and it usually makes me a little nauseous, but critter's thoughts are pure and innocent, and honest...
I used to see people's spirits.. but all I ever saw were grotesque horrid demonish creatures, in almost everyone, so I had to eject that ability for peace of mind... it was just tooo much to take... Seems only a few rare humans possess kindly spirits... It made me want to get away from this planet... Sometimes I think I should just stop my heart for the last time, and leave it off, and just go and never look back.. but even having been into death seven times, it's still a frightening thing, even though I've got my ticket into the next, tried, practiced, proved, acknowledged, and guaranteed...
I've been on the Net for about seven years now, trying to share the magic, that I discovered, with people, but it seems there isn't even a one in all the 6-billion who can grasp any of it... All I get is flack and flame and mindless games by greedy "pigs", so I'm easing myself out of trying to help humans with anything, and am slowly quitting this scene... But the problem is, that every time I hear a problem, my mind instantly gives me all the possible solutions for it.. everything from an itch, to engines to get us to other suns, to all the technologies to make the proverbial "Atlantis" functional, to all the technologies in human DNA, for us to evolve into and develop... No one believes me, because it's not in their school books... They all can't even begin to grasp it, so they label me crazy, because they are so restricted and crazy... They should see themselves from my vantage.. they would cry...
One evening I sat at my notes, pondering the reasons behind the reasons for emotions, when I happened to wish that I could show people a video of my now thoughts, when suddenly there was a ghostly stack of seven thick books floating in the air a couple feet from me... Turned out it was the bench manual to build the device that could record and playback my thoughts as video... So I really got into documenting the second manual, page by page, until I realized this device could be modified and used via orbiting satellite to "dissolve" the contents of peoples brains... I figured America would use it as a weapon in a world war, so I had to burn the pile of new notes... It took me a long time to get up the nerve to burn a trillion dollar idea... It's a good thing I don't care about money... If I did I'd be harvesting the "shocolate citron truffle", which I found whilst digging for fish bait, in Canada, many years ago... It actually tasted like sour lemony chocolate in its fresh raw state.. and it is a fairly large truffle-tater, probably valued at about a couple hundred bucks an ounce in today's markets, given that the best truffles have nearly been extincted from over harvesting.. like how the extremely valuable "perfume nut" went extinct, because business men couldn't find it in themselves to give even one seed back to the planet for it to make more...
Then I found an extremely ancient species of subterranean fungus which held at least 34 distinct new spice flavors, but it rendered me unconscious, twice, from just smelling it... It would probably double the world's spice selection, but the thing seemed to possess a little bit of true sentience, so I returned it to where I found it, as I found it, and sprinkled a weak solution of spring water a fruit sugar an inch around its perimeter, to give it a treat, and to force it to try to imitate glucose in its bouquet... I just can't bring myself to harm nature.. and the bugger crickets and spiders, in my yards seem to know it, and don't run... They park on the walks, and I have to step over them... I can reach down, and they'll walk onto my hand.. they feel too safe with me... There's so many darn crickets on my walks... It's like walking a mine field, trying not to step on them... I hates it when I've accidentally stepped on a bug...
I get about one to ten new inventions per day.. so many that I've stopped documenting them... I just don't have the facilities to build stuff, and zero funding... I think I'll just start freely posting them on the Net, if I can find a way to eliminate the culture's greed from trying to possess my ideas...
Do you think there's a way to make a new invention public, without patenting it, in such a way that no one can patent it, but anyone who wants to manufacture and market it can..? The ancient pirates are still with us.. and pirates gotta eat too... After all, it's the pirates who saved humanity from Christianity's vile Inquisition and murderous hate-mongering for their imaginary god... If it weren't for the pirates our cultures would probably still be torturing and burning innocent people alive tied to stakes...
Have you noticed the three dots at the end of a statement..?
I figured a single dot, a "period", was too abrupt... It left a statement suddenly closed, without allowing the reader the pause to add his or her own thoughts to the statements... Three dots gives the pause required for the reader to add their memories to the data of the statement... Seems some folks are catching onto it... I've been writing a dictionary and encyclopedia from the memory-dot I got from a lab in the year 45,000, in trade for me being their time travel test subject.. but it's a rough process in a world where there is absolutely no respect for intellect, only fears of new and change...
Do you happen to know if there's a country where they welcome new sciences and technologies, and they aren't afraid of new and change..?
I gotta get me away from this silly mindless life-stifling north america.. here they're all clueless at best, somewhat like a huge herd of half-dead rogue monkeys... All they care about here is Money...
Wow!!!
I don't even want to start to reply to any of that! It was just perfect to read
I wish yu lived closer, would be amazing to spend some time with yu!
I'll explain.. but it's gonna take a huge post to clarify "sword" to an honest free-spirit...
How a young wannabe entertainer lost her disabling fear of the dark...
A little blurb on basic love, mixed with a little camp-fire...
How a young 17-year-old little lady grew her bravery.. to become one the greatest country/pop singers yet...
...Fall of 1983.. I stumbled upon a rare deep undisturbed wilderness area, which was extremely different from everywhere else I had ever seen and experienced... It was as if it was a "power vortex", or something..? or something special lived there.. or special things happened there...
Even the critters there made sounds that sounded like spoken English... And the critters seemed to have a need to teach me how to get food...
Being there was like stepping onto a new untouched pristine planet...
Locals had many stories of people meeting and sighting "Bigfoots".. but there wasn't anything conclusive.. just a lot of hearsay, and scary stories...
It took me six solid hours to get my campsite like I like it... By midnight it was finally complete...
As a grand finale, from the hundred rocks I had collected, I built tiny cairns from rocks, with little caves in them.. all around the hundred foot diameter perimeter around my campsite... Then I did something Extremely Dangerous, which you are definitely Not supposed to do when in the bush... In each little rock-room I placed a chunk of semisweet chocolate, an inch of hot dog, a teaspoon of salt/sugar mix, and a chunk of heavily buttered sugared bread.. knowing full well that it would attract little critters from about half mile around.. and that would very likely attract huge meat eaters from a mile around...
...At midnight, I shone my flashlight all around, and counted hundreds of little glowing eyes lining the hundred foot camp perimeter... I spoke softly, "I will take fire with me when I leave.. and I trust you babies enjoyed the treats... If anyone wants more treats, you may approach in absolute safety my friends"...
I waited and waited... I got no takers...
A huge fist-sized fiery blue/orange/red meteorite split the air, sputtering and crackling in the night sky, landing in the beaver lake.. cutting the cool quiet night's air with a hard loud splash, and sudden blast of steam and hisses and bubbles...
"Wow!".. thinks I.. "That was a big one, and much closer than the last one I saw touchdown.. and it's probably worth about ten-grand, if I could somehow retrieve it from the lake bottom, without the beaver stuff making me sick."..
I said to the critters, "The sky is falling, the sky is falling"...
I was listening to the frogs and crickets soft orchestra, when it seemed there were gaps in the music, as if something big was walking along the little lake's shore line...
I shone the flashlight around again, at the many glowing eyes.. red ones , green ones, yellow ones, pinkish ones, orange ones.. and far to the right, the light caught two huge medium-blue eyes, about ten feet off the ground, about 250-feet away... I tried to forget I saw that.. it was making me real paranoid.. and making my skin felt like it was trying to run away... I busied myself to keep my mind off of whatever that was that had those huge blue glowing eyes.. and eventually I forgot about ole blue eyes...
About 1:30AM.. something made a tremendous Stomp from about 230 feet away, from near from the shore of the ancient beaver lake... So powerful that it made the ground tremble right through the three doubled sleeping bags, I was laying on, beside my faded glowing fire... Then a second stomp... I froze silent.. silent slow shallow breathing, and not moving a single muscle...
"Crunch" from about 75-feet away...
"Crunch" on dead weeds, from about 30-feet away...
"Crunch" from 10-feet away...
"Crunch!" right behind my head, then deep unnerving silence...
I had my karate spear-hand primed, and ready to ram down a throat the moment I felt teeth on my neck...
I heard the soft-sounds as if of someone wearing a thick fur coat was crouching... Then long fingers gently taking up a lot of my hair, and slowly letting it roll off...
Then something like a sharp fingernail touching the back of my neck, and I felt a strange penetrating sensation.. and all my muscles twitched once, as they relaxed.. then every muscle went totally numb... I couldn't even blink...
"oh Sh*t!".. thinks I...
Then another point touches the side of my head.. and another penetrating sensation, feeling like a huge needle was being forced through my skull, and 3/4's an inch into my brain tissues, where it paused... The very Worst sensations I ever felt in my whole life!.. It actually felt like a huge needle was being forced through bone and brain.. made me feel like I wanted to shrivel up like a raisin... Then a tremendous barrage of frightening sensations, like my brain was in a blender.. and heating-up dangerously fast!...
...Enough of that, the rest is even weirder, and more frightening...
I woke eight hours later, still unable to move even a finger... When I finally broke through the paralysis, it took me half an hour crawling around on all fours, till I could get my legs working properly, so I could stand with them... The whole experience was a once in a lifetime kind of Super Rush.. a real sterrretch experience...
I took a walk around the area, with coffee in hand... looking for footprints, and found lots... and scuffed them all away with a pine branch whilst yelling into the forest, "You left too many footprints!.. They'll see them, and follow them to you, and find you, and kill you, and make steaks and stews and roasts of your muscles, and rugs from your skin, and lamps and chairs from your bones!.. Hide your footprints!"..
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A couple years after that, I'm sitting on the easy chair, at my best-friend's musician group house, facing the front door... The cat is resting up near my head on the back of the chair... Up from the rec-room band's instruments jam setup, comes a bouncy little lass, in a bit of a fevered rush...
She shouts-out the last word, with a warrior's confidence, "..Well I'm gonna make it Big! in the Entertainment Industry!".. and she opens the front door, and steps outside, gone...
I glances back at the cat, "WoW! choke.. did you feel the mighty Power coming from that little lady?"..
Cat says, "prrtmeowww"...
Less than a minute later, the front-door opens, and she steps back into the house.. "It's Dark Out There!, will someone accompany me to the car?"...
I feel a huge "crash"... Someone accompanies her to the car... I looks to the cat.. "She ain't gonna be anything in any industry with that big uh fear uh the dark.. do yah think?" Cat says, "meeowwww"...
I says, "It's in me to fix it.. So it would seem that I have no option but to fix it!"... Cat says, "ooehpthtuuurrrt", and licks my ear...
"I'll take that as you agree, my fuzzy friend"... "Ptttrrtttrrrrtt', says the cat...
Next day I confronts Allen with a plan.. and details to him what happened yesterday... I tells him, "It's a long weekend next week...
I have a powerful high energy forest in mind... We must get her to a place where she can't run away from the dark... And I will break her fear of the dark... This place I have in mind is Perfect"...
"How you gonna do it?"
"Don't know?.. but I'm good at doing impossible things that can't be done. I'll just do it how I do it when I do it... I need you to set it all up on this side... I will bring all my own equipment, and a couple of guns for defense, should anything nasty show. When it comes to the bush, I'm the expert...
I need you to get everyone to bring their own tents, food, health kits, blankets, pillows, marshmallows, warm sweaters, bug stuff, and whatevers... I'll bring the rest... And it is crucial that nothing is mentioned about darkness, or she won't come.. that would destroy this project before it even gets started, and as well her future... As far as everyone knows, this is is just a fun camping weekend, to a fun friendly safe place..." I need you maintain focused in this...
"You got it!" says Al...
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So we get there in two cars... and sets up camp.. and I dump an armful of rocks for the fire-pit, right on the spot where I met ole blue eyes...
I sets-up big logs by the fire... Our little warrior is sitting in the middle of the log with friends huddling on both sides... It's 10:30 PM, and it's real dark out... Couldn't be any darker...
Al says, "So do you think it's time?"...
"Right.. I'm workin' on it, but I have zero ideas at the moment...
I'm thinkin' it would probably be easier to build a Boeing 747 from scratch..."
So I think on it for a couple minutes.. and pan around the camp...
I sees a pitch darkness area between the little trees, in a clump of trees about 75-feet away, straight out from the fire... and I approaches our young warrior... "See that darkness over there between the trees?"
"yes"... She didn't want to look at it...
"Well, just ten feet in that blackness is a huge mighty beast, watching us closely in expectation of its next meal.. drooling blood down its chin and chest from its last meal... Its claws and fangs just dripping with fresh warm tasty blood from its last victim, its last meal... It's waiting behind those trees for its next victim to wander too close..."
Some of her friends complained about my story... I ignored them...
Al quietly skillfully hushed them...
I turns, and faces the darkness, and just then realizes, "Hey! I gotta walk into that dark patch, where that huge beast is hiding!.. Yikes!".. I faces the dark, takes a long deep breath, and struts into the darkness, and vanishes from sight.. and hides behind a tree for a couple minutes... Her friends are starting to freak, and begin calling me... I'm thinking a fierce growl would be really pushin' it right about now.. they would likely scatter and mess themselves... Out I steps, looking at the ground, and sporting a neutral smile... all the skin on my back just a crawlin' and a buzzin', like it's gonna leave me any second... hot or cold, I don't know..? just feels like a beehive is in my back...
I walks up to the little warrior, and whispers, "now it's your turn.. because if you can't do this, you won't be able to do or be Anything.. and this is your only one last chance, and it's all set up here before you this very now... only you decide now if you are to be as success."
She looks deep into my eyes.. and slowly stands up off her safe log...
Her friends whining, "No You're Not!!??.." She ignores them...
She faces the Dark.. Straightens her clothing.. Takes a deep breath.. and Steps right over and through the Fire like it wasn't even there.. which gave me a huge icyish warm rush.. and she struts straight into the pitch black
darkness.. and disappears out of sight... and I'm still blown-away from her little firewalk...
...About a minute and a half, out she comes from the darkness, with a huge forced "ear to ear" smile.. and slowly walks toward the fire.. slower and slower... I sees her legs are beginning to buckle, and I'm up and there in a couple seconds... "do you need something to hold to?".. She nods a little "yes"... Her voice not yet working.. just a tiny squeak.. and we embrace, while her legs almost give way...
I feel she's trembling like a captured little bird.. so in our embrace, unknown to her, I pushes that force the sources at my solarplex, into hers, and right through her.. better known as "soul to soul" communication... She surrenders to what I'm doing, as if she's experiencing true love for the first time...
I hold her till she gets her breath back, sighs a relief, and stops trembling...
I whispers excitedly, "You Did It!.. Now Nothing and no one can stop you."..
She says almost irritatedly, "No one wants to!"...
I feel Proud... I glances over the fire at her friends all huddled in a ball of fear.. most of them trembling... all of them freaked and peaked, in adrenaline overload.. still expecting the great bloodthirsty beast to jump out from the trees, and grab one of them...
I grins, and whispers close to her little majesty's ear, "your audience awaits your highness".. She turns and faces her good friends, raises her arms in proud-success... They all applaud and cheer, in a standing ovation.. and huddle all around her.. full of questions and excess adrenaline.. bigtime relieved that the great bloody beast didn't eat anybody...
I glances back, and sees her strutting into the forest without a flashlight.. and I turns to tend the fire...
"Al, do you want a coffee?"
"Sure"...
I hear a lot of excited concerned whining and commotion behind me, and ignore most of it... "Where are you going?.. What's she doing?.. What are you doing?.. Where are you?.. Where'd she go?.. Where are you?", sobs and whines the frightened huddled little-group...
I push another log into the fire...
I hears.. from deep in the pitch-black darkness of the silent late night forest, in exactly the same spot where I saw the whole world in a clarity "TaiChi Bubble", the morning after ole blue eyes confronted me.. our lovely little warrior says excitedly, from the glorious pitch-blackness, with absolute warrior's confidence, "I'm gonna see what I've been missing!"...
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I told you all that so I could tell you about her cosmic-sword...
...While I embraced the young warrior, she was trembling from the shock of what she had just been through in erasing her fear of the dark... I figured this would be a good time to share a "soul to soul" with her, to activate her power-core.. so I pushed an energy through my solarplex, through her solarplex, and right through her Being.. and ballistic, about as far as mars.. then brought it back.. and also figured this would be the best time to give the young lass her warrior's sword.. so I reached into the cosmos, expecting to find a sword for her, somewhere, when suddenly five young females entered the scene quite quickly, as if they had been monitoring me with this young lass... They were dressed in short white dresses, with a little gold... One of the visitors was carrying a cute little sword... I instantly studied the situation to determine she was holding the sword in a non-threatening manner, and didn't deserve tasting my sword through her neck... The little goddess held the blade, and handed me the little sword... I examined it, but didn't toy with it, and handed it to the lass's spirit warrior... She took it like it was hers, and immediately began playing with it, swinging it around in circles...
I noticed my dragons looking over my shoulders...
The lass sighed a huge sigh, and I whispered in her ear, "You Did It!, Now Nothing can stop you.".. I glanced over her shoulder at her little group of friends and groupies, and whispered, "Your audience awaits your highness."
When the little warrior was walking in the pitch black forest, without a light, Allen says to me, "I saw something which frightened me more than I can know, and I don't have a clue what it was, and probably never will."..
"Oh that... Nothing to fear... You probably saw the light-show from when her sisters delivered her sword... HaH! when the five ghost warriors delivered it I was a little shocked too."..
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I use my sword for cosmic-things, like dealing with someones nightmares, and for healing purposes, and to eliminate remote viewers upon approach... And I'm working on trying to get it to slice a steel lamp post in two, and to take heads off of attacking bullies...
I think I accidentally killed a dragon with it... oops...
The Weird thing about this giving a little warrior her sword, is that I offered this to the acting community, and got no takers... Seems humes are afraid of becoming what they truly are..?
The several young females I gave their swords to instantly became huge successes in the American Entertainment Industry...
Mr. Falini, in his last English televised interview mentioned "female warriors", near the end of his interview, just before the female interviewer cut him deep with a barrage of insults, that she didn't have a clue were blatant vile insults... She had no right to insult that great man!.. She deserves a well-placed bullet!..
Mr. Falini talked of female warriors, and how they frightened him with their extreme confidence, but how they were the only ones who were capable of making a good realistic movie.. and claimed that if someone could come-up with the formula for the female warrior, it would be worth millions!"..
Well I've got it, but it ain't worth shidt if it's not shared and worked.. and I just can't seem to get through to the human race that there is 93% more than what we believe... We are 90% more than what humanity has learned about itself... You are born "gods", but having been born in hell, they pull you down before you can even speak words... Humanity has gone Insane!.. and there's nothing I can do or say to wake you up...
Your species goes extinct near the years 145,730AD... Aye friggin' AyeMen!... And that's the truth, as true as it gets for humanity...
They had it all, and they sold it for money... Mankind sold out Life and Love for pennies... They chose "god & gold" over Life... I wonder if this deserves an "amen" here too..?
What's a better word for "amen"..? I hope it's not "holyfuk"...
So.. are there any young lass wannabe warriors out there in hell..? I can give you a boost for free.. because I just loves watching little warriors hatch!..
You should be a story teller, for young children, catch them while they're still open to listen and not judge. I think they'd listen to you. You could breed a better generation
And I don't think I have the sword, although I'd like it But it sounds like a lot would come on your shoulders with it.
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Religion fears that should we be able to use more than 7% of our minds, that we'll see the evil of religion, and that there won't be a place in the future for religion... is why religion has put the brake on evolution...
I am pleased and proud of you that you saw it as you did... You are obviously a little goddess, your majesty...
And, in topic "breeding a better generation".. That's what I've been wanting to do!.. Line 'em up!...
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