Disturbing thoughts

[Guest]

Sorry, it's taken a lot to try and post on here.

I've been having some really disturbing thoughts, dreams, and fantasies recently, and i don't know how to stop them, or whats causing them.

well I sort of do, but it's really embarrasing. Over the last few months i been having increasingly disturbing thoughts about being abducted and imprisoned, and raped, beaten, whipped, forced to do unspeakable things, etc. almost like being a slave. - they are taking over almost every thought!

It feels like i'm on the verge of going completely mad. - I should explain, my home life has always been a bit weird. i haven't had sex for going on 20 years, and I'm not that old.( late 30's) - It didn't work out properly the first few times, and after that I just couldn't be bothered.

I think i am also depressed, which doesn't help. I actually have a very good lifestyle, own home, no mortgage, car ,financially sound. but that just makes me feel worse.

I have actually now moved back with my parents, as thay need the help. i don't think they can now live by themselves. - and there is always friction in the house.

Are they caused by depression, or tprehaps the need to escape?

I think i need some serious help.

[Fellow Guest]

Don't be embarrassed, plenty of people have fantasies of being dominated. That's nothing crazy. I'm no doctor, but I would think that it's healthier than wanting to abduct, imprison, rape, beat, whip and force unspeakable things onto someone else.
You might just need a bit of spice in your life. I would think the first thing you may want to do is take a look at your relationships with the people around you. Feeling the way you do could lead you into a bad relationship, something you may be craving now but could lead you into a greater state of hopelessness down the road.
Assess your lifestyle and take a look at what you do for a living, what do you do? You say you are 30, are you M/F? What are your hobbies? Do you live on a coast, midwest, what can you do where you live, what are the people like there, do you fit in? why? Maybe you need someone to rough you up, or maybe you just need someone to take interest in you.

[ccd]

If you're crazy, so's a large chunk of the population. What you describe is enjoyed by huge numbers of people. try websites like collerme.com to see what's out there.

[janetann]

so you think your crazy wanting to be treated as a slave or getting hit etc..let me tell you, there are 1000's of men that pay big money to have it done to them.it is something guys all around the world like.
so sorry but you still sound ( normal )