Jealously

[Jealously]

I have been with my fella 4 2 years nearly.we used 2 live together,but went our seperate ways on xmas eve,moving back home with our parents.

I found a text in his outbox 2 a disguised blokes name,we always look at eachothers phone,he must of forgot it was there,it said "dont ring me aims{me] is still ere I will see uw hen im out.I rung the number sure enough it was a girl,she said she didny know him plus loadsa people uses her phone.when I confronted him,he said it was an old mate and he hid it from me 2 protect me,he thinks I get jealous.I know I do but hes the same.we argue all the time.never agree.I accuse him of being sneaky and causin rows so he can get out.he accuses me of goin behind his back,I never have.

hes the pub man,I like going around 2 mates 2 chill.were 2gether again I believed him.we stay at a mates house now just so we can b together but its going back 2 constant arguin,we dont really touch eachother passionantly,only if he wants to do it.if I go near him.

I feel like im putting him out or something.in a few weeks were meant 2 b lookin at gettin our own place,but his mate will b there ,im thinkin thats good cause then it wont b just me and me fella.im confused should I do this,stay with him or what.when we get on were great trust me,we know everything about eachother.but we disagree all the time.its so disheartening 2 c him chatting and laughin with everyone but me,I cant take it.