Desperate

[SD]

Im so confused i dont no what to do me and my boyfreind was in a relationship for about 2 years we split up for 11 months then got back together we kept meeting up when we were just friends and had sex a couple of times now were back together we probably only have it twice a month when we first got together in 2001 he had problems but got them sorted by the help of little blue diamond tablets this tiime round i have spoke to him about it and he said that he has a low sex drive but will speak to the doctor 5 months later things have not changed and now he is saying that he would rather be single then be put under pressure to perform every week its so frustrating as we really love each other and plan to start a family next year .

When we split up he had a relationship with a woman that was constantly rubbing my nose in it she says that they were an item along time before we had split up i dont believe this as she is very immature and likes to get at anyone if it was happening then surely we would have been over along time before we did i keep thinking that maybe he is still thinking about her and that he dont find me atractive this is getting me down but he dont realise. Please can anyone tell me if they have had the same experiance.